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GRanD NaME= Vanessa NOT Vaness!!
nicks?=van, satay,ah girl,vaness, sa..
age= no limits?! 20 gonna be 21 THIS SEP!! YOOO!!! pREsEnTs PrEsEntS
wat am i doing now?? Student in THE mOSt COloURfUL pLACE oN earth temasek poly!! and i finally have GRADUATEd out of that sch! !! haha...
now to discuss abt all those HOT-RATED stuffs in my life..firstly is FOOD!! everybody say together with me *FOOD* that's right.. i guess is almost everything.. and watever my stomach feels like eating i willeat.. except for some stuff like DURIAN *smelly!! now watever i eat, all the food goes into my tummy.. and in turn now my tummy is like 3mth pregnant shape!!* WAHAHA! but it's OK cos right now i'm into swimming as i've just learnt swmming one year back!! but... haha... long long never go anymore... lazy plus no time.. hahaha.. it's never too old to learn anything.
To me every music if it sounds nice in my ears, it's a good songs.. but i favour more on SUN HO's music as it empahsize faith hope love not becos i'm from the chruch but it's becos her music makes tremendous impact. dun believe?? go hear it out,click on her name..
right now already got a dipolma cert which is MICROELECTRONICS eng under my BELT!!!! its the most "creative,BRain-sqUEEZING" course right now
this moment enjoying my MOMENTS of JOY N freeDom !! waiting for my the result of my application form for being a teacher from MOE!! *PRAY PRAY LET ME GET IN pls! *
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
serious thoughts of the day
so fast.. another day passed by.. it's like passing by without letting me know?? hahaha... when do time ever let us know unless we ourself wants to know.. funny.. i'm writing this..unlike me!!?? ahha.. the slacker i am, the funny i am, the outgoing i am, the easy going i am could write this sentence.. its means something makes an impact on me.. saw some of the blogs that i went to read.. it's like everybody has different type of expression.. to express what they feel in their everyday life.. though different parts of the country.. but it's still created by GoD..
thank God for God to create me.. so that i can practice what He wants me to practice on earth so in heavenly we are able to show it out.. haha.. jus like Easter day..which is coming soon.. i did not even know Good Friday is this week until ALL i mean ALL my frds told me yes it is.. guess how forgetful i am.. maybe something weighing in my hearts which i can't seem to figure out that block my mind of thinking?? (don't u feel this way sometimes?) haha.. know how to get rid of it.. but i do know that in order to solve it i got to face it.. to see wat God wants me to see..
if u all have seen the Passion of Christ.. i believe when u saw the last part of the rise again Jesus.. u saw the holes in His hands that the nails went through.. wat do u think it stands?? sure people will say for our sins, our sickness, our guilt etc.. to me it's seems like a hole in my heart that did not know God in the past, now the hole in my heart is covered by Jesus's holes in His Hands to exchange for mine emptyness.. many people will say "hahah.. u this freaky christian... only know how to say but actions are different" but heck care to wat they say.. this is wat i thought wat i felt.. to me it's my own revelation that God given to me..
things been running thru my mind.. sorting it out slowly.. until then....
Posted at 03:04 pm by vanney
Monday, April 05, 2004
HAHAHA... as i'm so bored.. i decided to take pics of things around my house!! haha.. so right now i shall show u!! hahaha... if u can guess where i live.. i say u are smart!!
firstly i shall show u my family dearest dog April!!! cute right?!!! he is so hyper active and it seems to me that i turning old!! photogenic right my dog?? hahaha.. anyone wants dog model?? used to be afraid of dog.. but becos of april, i love dogs and not afraid of it!! and also becos of God's plan that right now i learnt alot of things that i'm afraid and now i'm not..
 
i was downloading the picture.. and i saw april playing with her toy.. so i decided to take another picture of her!! hahaha.. is it coolz???
this is taken again when april was resting after playing her toys!! hahah.. cute right.. look so blur.. hahaha
my home surrounding!! nice and clear view!!! air fresh.. i love it!! anyone can guess... irene jus live the block opposite me.. guess which one??? hehehe
my father beloved goldfishes... one is whitey the other is goldie.. haha... i just named it for them..so my house is like a small farm?? used to have a tortise too.. but it die yesterday.. "sadZ"
upcoming here is my house freight... where my mum stuff alot of foods that i have to dig out.. everytime my frds come my house.. first thing they did were to CHECK OUT MY FREIGHT!! hahah.. cos they said i have the best freight among them..
ANYBODY HUNGRY???
  Posted at 01:15 pm by vanney
hahaha.. today got MC but hey it's not a fake one but REAL one!! still remember that i told u that i out of sudden cannot talk... the doc say i TALK too much!!!!! i was like "huh" how can that be... hahha.. maybe i did talked alot...whatever!! now i can rest at home and not talk.. only watch!! hahaha.. weird sia??!!
seems like this week gonna be a busy week for me.. let's see:
mon: MC -rest at home
tues: Bible seminar, meetins
wed: Bible seminar or doing sheep counting
thur: Sheep counting or prayer meeting
fri: Sentosa?? or sheep counting
sat - sun: EASTER SERVICE!!
wow!! hahahah dunno if there any things else to act... but somehow my plan for this week is like this!! hahah.. to some might be crazy?? but to me it's GREAT!!! and i love it!!
Posted at 11:28 am by vanney
Sunday, April 04, 2004
HAHHAA... now i shall reveals some antique photos that we took on the day with irene and ziqin!!
this first pic here is taken outside the marina square foodcourt.. heard it' gonna be close down.. so decided to took it as it will be a lasting memory for us.. anyone wanna recall back wat u been doing in marina square..drop in here
coolz models = irene and ziqin!!
hahah.. wat is ziqin and i doing hugging the trees?!! hahha..guess where is it??
looking sweetly at irene!!! my childhood frd!!! Thank God for u!! :) hahhaa... duhz!!!
hahaha.. wat are these two crazy women doing??? anyone wanna a nice wax model.. call us!!
another two crazy person?? wat a coolz wax models... u can find it in esplande
another pair of was models!! haha...
running towards the time-travel blue earth.. but hold it!! take a pic!!!
  
HAHAH.. wat a beautiful motion pictures!!?!! agree??? hahaha.. and also wat a beautiful pose that we strike!! hahaha!!
oh ya!!!!!!!! EASTER IS COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!! HAHAH YUPPIE!! my church is holding it at the indoor stadium!! easter is the day when Jesus is alive from the the tomb!! Praise God!! Hallejulah!!
anybody wanna join me?? jus leave a msg!!! :)
 Posted at 10:05 pm by vanney
such a longggggggg weekend
tomorrow must start our practical on our wafer tomorrow.. sianz... on friday evening.. as i return from orchard after exchanging my tickets.. my group leader called me said need to pass me things.. i say quick lah.. cos my movie start early and need to meet my frds to pass them.. then my group leader SHOUTED at me and say "FORGET IT" .. i was like "huh"?? wat?? i was trying to talk nicely and calmly with him.. and he shouted lor!! wat the sky!! siao one.. but anyway.. forget it.. wat the duhz!!! hahah just got to bear with it!! :)
haha.. on sat i tell u i really lost it man!! lost my voice~!!!! totally no sound.. i got to ask my frd call another of my frds to do something .. very funny!! and i even used notebook and pen!! hahah took it everywhere we go!! haha..Thank God no CG if not how to sing talk!! haha.. it's like a frog in a well sing!! but yesteray msg from my service was great.. it's related to the Passion of Christ.
7 Great works on the Cross:
1. Spiritual: on the cross, Jesus bought us forgiveness
2. Emotional: on the cross, Jesus bought us acceptance
3. Physical: on the cross, Jesus bought us healings
4. Personal: on the cross, Jesus bought us blessing
5. Financial: on the cross, Jesus bought us abundance
6. Renewal: on the cross, Jesus bought us the new man
7. Eternal: on the cross, Jesus bought us eternal life
confrim right now many will say... this girl here must be preaching!! come on lah.. pls lor.. jus wanna share with u all.. just in case u all ask.. why Jesus carried a cross, where the two other theifs carry only a plank of wood.. these are the reasons why..
eternal life do not mean u will live forever lor..hahaha.. it means joy, energy of God will flow in you.. without feeling tired and restless all the time.. new man do not means u go back to your mum's womb to be born again but the new man inside us.. the way we think changes.. that is wat we mean new man!! yup yup.. that's are the reason why Jesus die for us...
oh ya!! SUN HO got a NEW LOOK OF HER CDS!!! man!!i gonna buy.. it's also include her concert DVD in china!! ahhaa.. and one new english song she gonna listen.. man!!! u guys better listen!!! it's superb!!!
Posted at 09:36 pm by vanney
Friday, April 02, 2004
no voice, no sound.. wat world will it be??
haha.. today when to watch another round of the movie Passion of Christ... came in half an hour late.. but still it moved me to tears.. but this time round i'm more able to see what God wants me to see..
the low self-confidence in me, the undecisiveness in me, the things that i have not come to let go in me... all these God wants me to see face to face.. how?? strange i do not know... jus now when the movie is over, irene's member desmond ask me " why does mary have to wipe the blood of Jesus?" i was stoned and stunned..i was trying to explain in the end, i told him why not ask your CGL.. me being a CGL can't answer.. wat used do i have.. i was quite disappointed of myself.. such a lousy person i am still can be a CGL.. funny right... then on my way back.. i was talking abt the movie together with irene.. on this hand.. first time i heard irene say that i talk like a CGL to her hahaha.. so which is which.. but to me.. God turn something that i'm cripple off to something unique created in me. restoring back bit by bit to me..
ARGH!!!!!!! my voice suddenly change when i'm talking to one of my frd.. weird?!!? slowly by slowly.. my voice change from hoarse sound to no sound right now!! i'm a mute person now!! if i got to speak got to speak with a force.. how?? my mum ask me to eat a fruit like an orange but it taste SOUR!! and a herb drink that seems strange??!! said that it will be good for my voice!! i still wanna eat marche tomorrow!! how? how?? hahaha.. dun care.. :P
here irene's personalise graphics:
Posted at 11:40 pm by vanney
Dear Jesus...
Thank You for giving Your only son Jesus to die for us on the cross,
Thank You for loving us unconditionally,
Thank You for dying on the cross for us,
Thank You for bearing our consequences that we should have bear ourself,
Thank You for going thru the whipings, beatings and stonnings for us.
Many times we failed to realise wat You done..
ignoring the way You done for us when we got wat we want,
throwing You aside when we got new things,
talking with our frds rather than talking with You,
comes to You when we met troubles that no one else can solve,
feeling tired we sleep till the morning without saying "good night" to You,
waking up in the morning feeling grouchy without saying "morning" to You.
Lord... i know You are there in our midst..
there to bring us up and not down..
there to carry us when we are tired and heavy burden with stuffs...
there to encourage us to "be strong"....
there to cheer us when we tot we are losing...
there to accompany us when we tot there's no one left..
there to edify us of our wrongs, to make us rights...
there to sing a song to us when we tot there's no music..
there to always say "I love you,child" when we needs the most..
there to fight the war for us when we tot we are losing...
there to give us peace when we tot there's only turmoil...
there to cover us with Your blanket of mercy when we tot we sin against You...
there to speak a word to us to let us know what we need...
there to hint us when we leave out something...
there to pray together with us when we tot we do not know wat to pray anymore..
there to warm us with Your smile when we tot there's no more sunshine..
there to give us joy when we tot only of sadness...
there to hug us when we tot we are being cast away...
there to reassure us that things are going according to God's way..
there to reveal wat God had planned for our destiny...
there to let us know that You are always there for us..
Created by You,
Cared by You,
Love from You to us,
Faith You given us,
Hope reveals to us,
Assurance brings You to us..
Lastly, God i just want to say "sorry for all those things that i shouldn't have done but yet done, sorry for the things i shouldn't say and yet say, sorry for the troubles and ignores that i given and shouldn't gave..many sorry in my heart that i wish to say and reveals but Lord what i really want to do and said.. I love You, God and thanks for all these things You done for me" Your hand and my hand will be clasped forever.. for i am Your child that You create me to be.
Posted at 08:12 am by vanney
Thursday, April 01, 2004
ReVeLATion on PAssion Of Christ..
just came bak from the Passion of Christ.. seriously.. i'm really speechless espically after the movie when u are sitting in the theatre.. where u totally do not want to move but jus to sit there to recall back what Jesus had done for us, why He do it for us, what the meaning behind it.. to each and everyone of u.. u have your own meaning of why He was doing it?? so do i have my own special meaning for it, regardless are u christian or non-christian.
To me, this movie has really impacted me the most and this is the only movie that mades me cry from beinging to the end. not becos i'm just a christian but becos i'm a human. when God created human, He created emotions not to harm them but to release them not to bottom them up..
the starting of the movies saw Jesus praying so feverently to God that sweats turn into "sweat-blood" which u totally can see it so clearly, u will also realise that wherever Jesus is, satan will be there... so no exception, satan is there to harm Him. Jesus was also a human and during that part, u can see that He was abit low morale that satan used this chance to harm Him by sending a snake to bite Him but nevertheless.. Jesus stood up turn the table round and step on the snake that become so flat.. to me this scene means something to me that.. troubles will sink in deeper and deeper but it won't reach until the point that the troubles will cornered u, it will be at that moment God will help u. which is true.. often these happens to all the christians here, just that some of us
give up first before God can do it..
the scene procced to the betrayal of Jesus by judas. .. when i think back.. sometimes we are just like judas when things seek to goes wrong, feeling God did not talk to u, u seek other's help and advice..isn't it like a betrayal?? betrayal do not need to be a very BiG meaning and it will means betray..when the solider's ear was being cut off and being put back by God..he was shocked by it.. a mircale has done in his life.. but yet why didn't it remain?? why did the solider still choose to torture Jesus? aren't we like solider too?? sometimes when we have seen the mircales, we forget it cos we just want that mircale.. ignoring who has done it for us??
when the high priests and the pharisees wanted to cause Jesus death.. isn't it enough that Jesus was whiped so hard until the flesh were almost gone.. why did they still want to crucify Jesus?? to satisfy their pride or to show off their power and authority above the people to Jesus?? it was really that part that makes me think back.. why? why? becos of wat we have done wrong.. to save us from these terrible consequnces, so that we won't suffer wat Jesus has suffered as God do not want it to happen to His children.
if u noticed everytime when u look into Jesus's eyes..it's not pain u saw, it's not hatred u saw, it' not suffering u saw, it's not sadness u saw, it's not "why i must do it" you saw..but it's the love that u saw..it's the mercy u saw..it's the grace u saw..it's the compassionate u saw.. it's the forgiveness u saw..it's the release from your wrong u saw.. these are wat Jesus wants u to see from His eyes.. not turning away from the eyes but accepting wat the msg the eyes of Jesus sent out.. when u saw the ending of the movie.. it's a part that show Jesus has been RISEN ALIVE SITTING AT THE RIGHT HAND OF THE FATHER.. it's the one that delievers us.. that sets us free..that love us unconditionally..
if u still think that Jesus die, die lor..not my business..why not put yourself in Mary's shoes? God the Father's shoes?? how they felt when all these suffering happen to Jesus? yet they are willingly to do all these things... have u ever wondered why do u still feel so empty even when u got thousands of frds..when u belong to a church or wherever or watever? it's becos u never really let God in.. sink into your hearts.. what do u want?? ask yourself what do u want to do in your life?? a life where there no light and always darkness filling it.. or a life where u know at the end of the dark tunnel there's light.. choices are given to u.. to choose freely..
i'm just stating what i am feeling now.. not asking u MUST be a christian.. just asking u .. what do u want?.. many a times we said we know what we want but in actual fact we do not know.. have u ever ask yourself what would it be like to have supper with Jesus??
Posted at 11:50 pm by vanney
stories stories stories...
THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD
I dreamt that I had an interview with God.
¡°So you would like to interview me?¡± God asked.
¡°If you have the time¡± I said.
God smiled. ¡°My time is eternity.¡±
¡°What questions do you have in mind for me?¡±
¡°What surprises you most about humankind?¡±
God answered...
¡°That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.¡±
¡°That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health.¡±
¡°That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.¡±
"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.¡±
God¡¯s hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
¡°As a parent, what are some of life¡¯s lessons
you want your children to learn?¡±
¡°To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.¡±
¡°To learn that it is not good
to compare themselves to others.¡±
¡°To learn to forgive
by practicing forgiveness.¡±
¡°To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them.¡±
¡°To learn that a rich person
is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least.¡±
¡°To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show their feelings.¡±
¡°To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently.¡±
¡°To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.¡±
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.
"Is there anything else
you would like your children to know?"
God smiled and said,
¡°Just know that I am here... always.¡±
-author unknown
wat do u all think abt it??? just a simple story or it's something that u will think abt it.. wat will u choose???
Posted at 04:40 pm by vanney
HAHAHA... jus went out with one of my frd, Yanyi. went to redeem the coupon for the movie ticket tonight!! haha.. thank God they still have the back rows and i no need to lift my head up high!! if not..* Pain Pain* again.. imagine to go through one torment.. no way that's already enough.. hahah.. after collecting both our tickets we went shopping for awhile for her pouch to put some some JAP bread... ahahah.. in the end i got caught up in buying a new pouch... it's only $2 only!!
 << my new pouch!! the astro boy!!
argh!!! *scratching my head* already no money still buy.. i gonna be "alive" hahah.. wat can i do?? my old one is dirty.. gonna buy new.. if not my hp will get more SCRATCHES!!
Done alot of catching up with Yanyi.. it's been a long long way long time that we done this.. we recalled back alot of catching ups in the OLD times plus also the most recent news.. it's true that spending quality times is better than spending quantity times.. rather u talk more and know more and care more than spend so much times doing dunno wat?!? hahha.. we also recalled back things in the past that we used to wtote letters to each other.. till this day.. those letters are kept in a beautiful box and still i will reread it again and again and not feeling bored at all.. haha.. so i and her say.. why not start writing to one another again.. hahaha.. i say why not?! so i gonna start writing letters to her again.. seriously writing is another way of expressing if u can't speak it out..
oh ya.. almost forget today is APRIL'S FOOL day!! hahah.. so wishing u all a very very "sincere" HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!!.. This yr april's fool day seems so quiet and dull.. anyone kena fool?? haha.. haha.. cannot forget that today is my family's dog April birthday.. she 4 yrs old now and a jack russell breed!! super hyper active!! but most of all super loved by out family. watever we bought for her she will bite!! haha.. so i shall sing her a song now!!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO APRILLLLLL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!
GOD IS BLESSING U NOW, GOD IS BLESSING U NOW!
GOD IS BLESSING U APRILLLLL, GOD IS BLESSING U NOW!!!!
HAPPY 4th YRS OLD BIRTHDAY,APRIL!!
my dog APril!! cute right?? exactly like the milo in the movie "the mask"
Posted at 02:29 pm by vanney
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